Saturday, November 28, 2009
jus came back from malaysia a few daes ago!!=) it was a great trip and i realli love the weather there!! so cooling!!=D
went to KL on the 1st dae. visit the national monument and blah blah blah.. u know all those places bout the nation's history.. well, the fun part comes at night where we can go free and easy to shop=) the traffic's realli bad down there cos realli, no one follows the traffic rules.. was wondering why the hell is there a traffic light in the 1st place??? it's realli hard jus to cross a 2 lane road.. went to eat kfc there cos we din wan to get conned by local stalls by the roadside. well, being a suah ku, i was amazed to see tt the kfc is so old school lyk wad i see when i was young - big bottles of chilli and tomato sauce on the table, the whip potato is lyk bigger than singapore's kfc one and they hav cheese wedges instead of cheese fries... lolz.. and after tt went to buy a few nice hoodies at the mall=)
2nd dae was a cameron highlands. the weather is soooo cooling it's superb!! realli love it there. initially thought tt the place wold be a bore cos i was told tt there's only strawberry farm there but how wrong was tt?? there were other farms there!!! and being a real nature lover, i was thrilled at the sight of roses and other flowers!!
dae 3 was spent at genting... quite boring i would sae cos it's all about the theme rides there and i'm jus not interested in theme rides. went to play bowling instead.. got a pathetic 84 pts... wth.. been eons since i bowled... realli miserable.. food there is expensive too... got to settle on fast food.. god i'm growing fat!!
as i wished upon a starr | 11:23 PM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
so happy ytd to meet up wif nukun and xin hua and the rest!!!:) was disappointed tt jas couldnt come.. haiz... but oh wells, couldnt do anything bout it either..
went lunching first in the afternoon after meeting mei and xin hua.. was astounded to see tt they've grown pretty over the past few years sia... wahhh.. was surprise to see mei dint put on make up cos her complexion very nice!! anyway went shopping tgt later on and xin hua jus couldnt decide which ring to choose from for her prom i guess.. ended up goin in and out of chameleon.. after tt had some catching up wif mei when xin hua went to her relatives housewarming... so long nv had a good chat wif mei le.. so happy.. glad to know tt character wise, she haven changed a bit=) she's still the good good gal i know=) and realli would lyk to thank her for all the tyms she supported me and chat wif me and giving me best wishes!!
aiya... forget to take pic wif her!!! haiz... next tym bah...
and i'm off...
as i wished upon a starr | 9:14 AM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
this week's terrible... apparently, OC decided to attempt to destroy me once again... luckily gt the other warrant officers to back me up... once, i ran to the toilet to cry, thinking y is heaven so unfair to me... life's nt a bed of roses... but to me, life's definitely a bed of thorns...
actually supposed to hav carolling practice ytd.. was actually looking forward to meeting up my choir buds and having a fun tym singing wif them once again.. but the practice was suddenly cancelled.. sooooo disappointed..
was also actually supposed to go shopping and some catch-ups wif tingyin... but she suddenly sae busy... so long nv see my dear cousin le.. oh well, next week see she free anot lor...
hope this coming week's gonna be better... at least this sat can meet up wif nukun mei and jas!! and go for campfire!!! and nukun mei's o lvls ends this coming week!!! jia you!!
for a very long tym, i realli cant stand some bad habits of singaporeans..
number one: this happens all the tym, esp during peak hours.. u're waiting for a bus at the bus stop as usual to go home... u wait and wait and finally a bus comes along.. nt jus any bus, but the long kind.. jus when u felt relieved, u see the bus packed wif ppl.. packed till the passengers hav to stand on the steps.. DAMN!! and as the bus go by, u see the rear cabin was..... EMPTY!! this happens to me all the tym.. i was lyk WTF IS WRONG WIF THIS PPL?!?! everyone wants to go home and yet they are nt considerate enough to move to the rear so as to let others board the bus..
number two: finally u gt on the bus... u're squeezing along wif the other passengers.. well tt's fine.. but the thing is the bus is packed wif passengers till the steps and yet u find... EMPTY SEATS??? everyone is standing and yet nt all the seats are filled... these ppl don realli get it.. if u sit down tt's lyk one more person can board the bus.. for a moment i realli can sense stupidity in the air.. i'm nt saying tt everyone is lyk tt but it's jus tt i've seen too much of this...
praying for a better week ahead!!
as i wished upon a starr | 7:17 PM
Saturday, November 07, 2009
this week's nt doing great man...
gt maligned for nt having a serious attitude when doin work on tues.. lyk wtf?!?! i din do anything wrong.. i was merely following orders.. do u expect me to disobey orders? tt would mean i'm a moron.
ytd had to carry a dead drunk timothy bac home after he puked in jing hong's car... i'm realli sry jing hong.. y do i live near him? sian.. i could hav jus leave him on the streets to die.. but i din.. wad was i thinking man... guess compassion is for the mentally insane lyk me...
todae went to play bball.. played a while and it started to rain lyk nobody's business... wth...
on the lighter note.. i found a few nice songs by Owl City.. i would recommend Fireflies, Hot Air Balloon, The Saltwater Room and Vanilla Twilight.. they're nice!! found out tt Owl City is actualli a one man band.. and he made his music when he's havin insomnia.. tt would explain how all his songs are written in such a dreamy way.. very cool lyrics i would sae...
well, back to listening to Owl City..
as i wished upon a starr | 3:39 PM
Monday, November 02, 2009
regulars' attitude seemed to be very cold towards me todae... life seems to turn upside down without tok in registry todae... i'm actualli quite fed up todae cos i'm the only one ard to slog in registry todae.. with the exception of dominique..
i wanna quit, seriously.. but am i a quitter? i dunno... hav i already quit on myself? i dunno... wonder whether nukun mei's heart will break after seeing this mah... i wonder... don cry k=) i know u've been giving me the support all this while.. i wouldnt want to let ur efforts go to waste i guess... but let's jus sae life's just nt tt simple.. especially when u're in the army... u're always at war wif others... always hav to be careful of one another... this kinda life's tiring.. very tiring.. it's lyk getting backstabbed out of the blue and u don even know how u died... i wonder if i've been a victim already anot... well, i don realli care anyway.. as long as my loved ones don get hurt i realli don care how others treat me...
to be honest, life's gt no meaning now... jus looking forward to lunching wif nukun mei and jas in 2 weeks' tym.. hope tym quickly pass by...
i'm jus so tired...
as i wished upon a starr | 8:24 PM
Friday, October 30, 2009
whenever i feel very lonely, i think of all the frens i've made... and it's pretty hard nt to cry whenever i think of all the support i get from them... to be honest, i still cry sometyms jus before i go to slp, when it's the tym when i feel the most lonesome, where i'm all alone in my cold, dark room, listening to emo songs...
somehow, i'm getting used to being lonely i guess... i've nt much frens wif me during driving course, i seldom interact wif the ppl in camp... it's nt tt i'm hostile or wad, i just don feel lyk interacting wif others i guess... maybe rather than feeling lonely, i jus wanna be left alone.. well, for the tym being, i don think i'm ready to throw myself into another relationship, be it boy-girl or jus plain platonic relationship.. let's jus sae i'm afraid of putting myself into this thing again..
up till now, i still feel i'm as useless as it can be, i cant even save the one i love.. i know many of u said it's nt my fault, but i jus cant help but blame myself for being so powerless.. it is then tt i realise how tiny we human beings are... in front of god, i guess we're lyk measly lil' ants... there's nth singnificant that we can do to change our lives, much less to help others...
i used to think i can help others thru words.. i used to think i can motivate ppl lyk zhiwei thru encouragements.. cheap talk i guess.. i cant even help myself, den wad right do i hav to help others?
ever since it happened, i've nv experienced true happiness anymore.. i may laugh at a few lame jokes, i may laugh at a few stupid ppl, but to be truely happy, i no longer know wad tt is anymore.. perhaps i'll nv be happy again?
everytym i listen to some songs, flashbacks of days when we're tgt appear in my mind.. and i din even realise i was tearing.. i couldnt help it.. everyone has troubles... i guess mine is too great for me to handle...
will tml be a better dae?
i dunno..
realli...
as i wished upon a starr | 9:00 PM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
youtube's a really good tool to show ur talents to the outside world...
was browsing on youtube's cover singers and realli liked a few cover artistes.. seriously, ahmir's cover on The Climb is way way better than miley cyrus's version...and then there's nick pitera.. he can sing in male and female voices and it actually sounded nice to me.. haha...
camp is boring now.. yet it's such a heavenly place now.. u get to go home early and don realli nid to do so many stuff... my life in camp is probably eat sleep drive eat sleep drive... i think it'll jus continue lyk this till my ORD.. probably lesser of the sleeping tym when i go back to unit.. sian..
don realli wanna go back unit leh.. heard there's a lot of politics over there... i don realli lyk it.. i don wanna be caught in wadeva crossfire is happening there... haiz... and tok wants to handover his job to me.. his job needs very heavy responsibility de leh... i'll probably get stressed till i die...
well, anyway i'll jus enjoy wadeva i can now bah=)
and i'm off...
as i wished upon a starr | 7:32 PM
and i'm off..